I'm heading back to NYC again this weekend and for the first time...I don't feel like going. I think I may be feeling a bit overwhelmed by all of the changes that are coming my way in the next couple of months (Oh did I tell you that I gave notice at work? uh huh) and travelling for this intense weekend class does not sound appealing.
But I'm going anyhow. I need to find a way to power through these next weeks as I prepare to move out and move in and then move on.
I seem to be mostly wrapped up in the thoughts of getting rid of furniture and other odds and ends that I don't need and thinking about how will I make my mom's condo feel like mine. And then I lie awake at night finally thinking about the fact that I'm trying to start my own business as well.
I realized last night, as I sat prone on my couch not sure what I needed to be doing in that moment, that people do this stuff all the time. People move and quit their jobs and start businesses all the time. It's really just a matter of steps towards the goal you have. I need to stop looking at the ending place - because it's still far enough away that I can't make it in one jump. I need to start looking to where my next step on that path is and remember that if I just keep walking I will get there.
I've never been a very good list maker or follower. Sometimes I'll make the list, but then never look at it again. But I'm feeling a strong need for a list right about now.
Anyone have any good organizational tips to share with me? I'm open to all suggestions...
